IN HIS OWN MIND...!
THAT APPARENTLY WAS THE SOURCE OF HIS PROBLEM...
THIS GUY WAS HAVING A SERIOUS MID LIFE CRISIS ABOUT HIS BODY AND HIS APPEARANCE...
ITS COMMON AT THAT AGE...LATE 40'S...THE BIG FIVE OH! LOOMING...FEAR OF GETTING OLD...BECOMING A GIZZER...LOSING IT!
BUT THIS WAS A SERIES OF EVENTS WITH DISMAL CONSEQUENCES...